How is it that im doing all the planning???  well plans are forever changing, but hopefully it will all work out in the end…just please…cooperate…

Tomorrow…the burden will be over…and then i can just…relax…and think…

Like a bad dream that I can not wake up from…this is my life now…

O man…i feel like ive hit rock bottom and im still digging…Ill be better…probably sometime next week.  I just want this week to end…

Well, life goes on…even when nothing seems to go right…but i have…hope…i guess…

Well i usually like it when im right, but not this time.  You know what?  Screw “faith” and “hope”.  shit…

Grrr…why must i always feel like im gonna get bad news…