Month: September 2006



  • Make a decision and stick with it!  If you ever double guess yourself, just remember the reasons why you made that decision in the first place.  You made the right choice; no regrets.


    Update on my brother    :  It looks like he will most likely not get expelled, which is a great!

    Last night was a lot of fun, despite some drama (who needs it?).  Here’s some shots:


    Yup, the return of ghetto pong!


    Feeding orgy

    More pics at you know where

    Somebody come over and fix my eyes so they don’t get dry all the time!

    O yea, matches against John Hopkins and Towson next weekend.  Wish my club luck!

  • –edit–
    Hmm, just got invited to join the Golden Key International Honour Society. 
    Did some research on it and it’s supposedly one of the most prestigious
    honors societies…but why must I pay the $70 membership fee?! 
    Boo!

    Finished my last exam of this week.  97%!  That cramming last
    night was all worth it!  Finally, my weekend is here…

    –edit–
    Procrastinating just a little bit;  ill go back to studying  for personality real soon!

    Things are slowly but surely working themselves out.  So relieved
    that I dont have as many stresses as ive been having.  Thanks
    everyone who have helped me out so far; i will definitely be needing
    some more of that as the semester goes on!

    Eh, i was gonna write something else but i dont feel like it now.  I’ll just end this w/ another comic strip from secretasianman.com:


  • Weekend, hurry up!!  Ah, just one more exam…

  • Cheers, Darling…

    So tennis…lately I’ve been so
    stressed out about it.  Running the Tennis Club and trying to play
    enough to remain competitive is a tough task.  So after losing to
    Dave yesterday in my challenge match and running practice last night I
    decided to focus on just making sure the club runs smoothly and not
    worry about competing.  It’s just too much at this point. 
    I’ll still be playing at practices and I’ll still be back-up for
    matches, but I’ll let others below me get a chance to play.  Trust
    me; after making this decision I felt a load lifted off my
    shoulders.  Besides, my tennis folks are great, so i’m sure they
    can do well in matches.  I’m happy…

    In fact, a lot of good stuff
    has happened over this past week, I just didn’t see it that well
    because of all the other crap that has been going on.  Things are
    starting to look up!

    Ah, i just remember something; my little 11 yr old brother got in big trouble the other day for punching a boy and then later “stabbing” another
    boy in his arm w/ a pencil.  In my brother’s defense, the first
    boy started it by slapping him around and my brother was blocking
    before he decided to fight back, and the second boy was just poked w/ a
    pencil, not really stabbed…either way, my brother got suspended all
    week and at risk of being expelled.  I doubt that will happen, but
    we’ll see…BTW i’m definitely not saying my brother’s actions were
    great (as I did had to go back and give him some punishment i.e.
    writing “I will learn to control my anger in the future”
    over and over again and no more tv and computer privileges), but it’s
    not severe enough to be expelled.  Hell, he even got a police
    citation!  Hope he will be alright.  Wish him good luck guys!

    Gotta study this weekend.  Thought I would have other plans but
    plans were never mean to stay the same.  It’s ok though, my new
    plans are probably better for me.

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    Cheers darlin'
    Here's to you and your lover boy
    Cheers darlin'
    I got years to wait around for you
    Cheers darlin'
    I've got your wedding bells in my ear
    Cheers darlin'
    You give me three cigarettes 
    To smoke my tears away

    And I die when you mention his name
    And I lied, I should have kissed you
    When we were running in the rains

    What am I, darlin'?
    A whisper in your ear?
    A piece of your cake?
    What am I, darlin?
    The boy you can fear?
    Or your biggest mistake?

  • …me…the professor…?

    Well I don’t know if I’m wrong

    ‘Cause she’s only just gone

    Here’s to another relationship

    Bombed by excellent breed of gamete disease

    I’m sure when I’m older I’ll know what that means

    Cried when she should and she laughed when she could

    Here’s to the man with his face in the mud

    And an overcast play just taken away

    From the lover’s in love at the centre of stage yeah

    Loving is fine if you have plenty of time

    For walking on stilts at the edge of your mind

    Loving is good if your dick’s made of wood

    And the dick left inside only half understood her

    What makes her come and what makes her stay?

    What make the animal run, run away yeah

    What makes him stall, what makes him stand

    And what shakes the elephant now

    And what makes a man?

    I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know


    No I don’t know you any more


    No, no, no, no…

    I don’t know if I’m wrong

    ‘Cause shes only just gone

    Why the fuck is this day taking so long

    I was a lover of time and once she was mine

    I was a lover indeed, I was covered in weed

    Cried when she should and she laughed when she could

    Well closer to god is the one who’s in love

    And I walk away cause I can

    Too many options may kill a man

    Loving is fine if it’s not in your mind

    But I’ve fucked it up now, too many times

    Loving is good if it’s not understood

    Yeah, but I’m the professor


    And feel that I should know

    What makes her come and what makes her stay?

    What make the animal run, run away and

    What makes him tick apart from him prick

    And the lonelier side of the jealousy stick

    I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know

    No I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know

    No I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know

    Hell I don’t know you any more

    No, no, no no…

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    Fee forum was great; i did expect Dr. Charlie Brown to just dance
    around every question we had, but at least we made our case known to
    everyone in that room.  Hell, 80-90% of the questions was about
    sports clubs, so mission accomplished.


    I was a little nervous, but after a while I just got mad haha.  Good Grief Charlie Brown!  (sorry, couldn’t help it)

    …again, people need to do what they say they will.

    Anyways, I’m looking forward to see what will happen next.  Can’t wait .  I’m ready…


  • Lonelily

    I gave me away

    I could have knocked off the evening

    But I lonelily landed my waltz in her hands

    In a way I felt you were leaving me

    I was sure I wouldn’t find you at home

    And you let me down

    You could have knocked off the evening

    But you lonelily let him push under your bone

    You let me down

    It’s no use deceiving

    Neither of us wanna be alone

    You’re coming home, you’re coming home

    I gave me away

    I could have knocked off the evening

    But I was lonelily looking for someone to hold

    In a way I lost all I believed in

    And I never found myself so low

    And you let me down

    You could’ve called if you’d needed

    But you lonelily got yourself locked in instead

    And you let me down

    It’s one thing being cheated

    But you took him all the way through your bed

    And now you’re coming home

    And I’m trying to forgive

    You’re coming home

    And I’m trying to forget

    You’re coming home

    And I’m trying to move on

    You’re coming home

    And you haven’t called yet

    You’re coming home

    And I’m trying to forgive

    You’re coming home

    I’m just trying to forget

    You’re coming home

    I’m trying to move on

    You’re coming home

    But you haven’t called

    You’re coming home

    You’re coming home, you’re coming home

    I gave me away

    I could have knocked off the evening

    But I lonelily loomed her into my bone

    You let me down

    There’s no use deceiving

    Neither of us wanna be alone

  • People just need to do what they say they will.

  • One crazy fun night w/ the gang

    –edit–
    Here’s one more vid:

    OK Go!
    –edit–

    Last night = one crazy fun time.  Definitely a big bonding
    experience for us all.  What happen?  Oh nothing…well
    here’s a sample of what went on and you can fill in the blanks:


    Yea I know I’m red, but it was because i was…hot…yea. 


    They look so happy singing don’t they? wonder why…


    “ROAR, I know why Alex!”

    “Why Jeff?”

    “Here, I’ll show you!”

    “Heh alright Jeff, but we’ll do you one better”:

    Yea…no more of that crap
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    Today was a pretty special day too.  W/o giving too much away, I’m
    no longer as sad as i was for the past few days, but with that there
    seems to be more mystery in the future…idk, but I’m feeling
    optimistic.  If only I had the ability to make everyone as happy
    as they wanna be…

  • i had something up but decided to take it off because it was too personal…sorry!

  • TRYOUTS ARE DONE!!!! 
    Finally we can get down to the nitty gritty and practice for our first
    match on Sept 23rd against Towson.  Wish us luck!

    So yea, it appears that my Monday-Wednesdays will be my extremely busy
    days, but then it get’s very quiet from Thursdays-Sunday…fair enough.

    Newest comic from secretasianman.com about Texas becoming the latest state w/ a “minority majority”:

    Ahh can’t wait til Friday; finally get to go out w/ my tennis buddies and do stuff not related to tennis

    But yea, it’s interesting w/ me right now…hmm.  (I know that’s sketchy, but deal w/ it )
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    Tis….a low day…