Today was alright.  played video games for the longest time, then
before 5 i went to visit teresa a bit.  I got her a stuff dog
(that looks like her new dog) and a balloon.  She…has looked
better, but her attitude is great.  Hopefully she will recover
quickly.

took berto to raquel’s house afterward for the bbq.  unfortunately
it rained, so we couldnt do it outside, but after it stopped raining
raquel, roberto, erica, logan, dylan and i all went out to the middle
school field to play frisbee and soccer.  That was a lot of fun
(aint that right erica?)

after watchign some crazy videos on the comp roberto, raquel and i all
went back to berto’s house and hung out w/ teresa.  stayed for a
bit, then took raquel over to my house to hang out.  

you know that feeling…where you been eatting steak w/ a salt and
peppers for the longest time, and then one day you decided to try some
A1 sauce and it tasted soooo much better?  yea, i just had that
feeling

I look at myself and wonder what I do.  I’m constantly thinking
about my actions and how they affect others, and vice versa.  When
a friend tells me that she is not happy w/ me it really affects
me.  Dont give me that karma b.s.  I think about my friends
more than most people know and i really appreciate each and every one
of them, even if they piss me off at times.  am i just spreading
myself to thin…

enough of that “whining”.  past few days have been alright for the
most part.  ive played a lot of tennis so im pretty sore and tired
now.  got my haircut and cleaned my car (finally).  squeezed
raquel in my schedule (between watching the french open and playing
videogames ).  

Roberto’s sister got in a terrible accident, but at least she will be
ok.  Shes probably gonna have a permanent scar running down her
eyebrow to her neck…hey, at least its a story to tell!  Im gonna
go visit her tomorrow hopefully…

Ive been meaning to hang out w/ friends lately, but for some reason its
been hard…we all probably do this but i assume that my friends are
off doing stuff, so i dont call them.  i have so many different
friends that its hard to just sit down and call each one.  I have
tried to call people to hang out tho.  idk, i’m gonna try to hang
out w/ at many of my friends this summer…

Ocean city trip this summer; who wanna come?

O yea, theres gonna be a barbeque party sometime soon w/ CSA.  its
gonna be either at my house or at some park.  more details as i
get them.

Gotta work at american eagle from 9pm-3am on tuesday!  o thats
gonna be crazy…eh, maybe it will be fun.  Never worked that
late…

(sorry if im just rambling right now; its kinda late and im tired)

a lot of problems stem from miscommunication.  well then, shall we sit down for a bit?

Yesterday was fun; finally watched I <3 huckabees w/ raquel, then
played some good tennis w/ roberto and lisa, and then went to alumni
band practice.  boy was that weird playing in there again.  I
felt like i went back in time haha.  we need practice for
sure…afterwards we ate at friendlys and hung out at berto’s house for
a bit before going back home.

today has not been very good so far.  played tennis this morning
w/ niez, berto and grace.  I was having a god awful day out there,
just shanking it and all that crap.  Begun gettin really upset w/
myself…i mean come on, i play all the time but roberto here, who
doesnt play as often, is passing me left and right?  Sure, i was a
tad tired before playing, and it was rather hot, but still.  man,
being passed is one of the worse feelings in tennis.  So after
playing like crap we stopped and they all quickly left to look at
pictures or something, leaving me to pick up all the balls in the
courts and outside.  I really hate that!  ahhhh piss me
off…this wasnt the first time this happen.  I just left cause i
was officially in a bad mood and it not like they even realized it.

The funny thing is that even if they knew i was upset, i really doubt
any of them would ask me about it or call me to see whats up. 
Sad…but w/e, i should be used to it by now.

I gotta work on my mentality…

So im gonna go head to work at 1.  I really hope the rest of the day will be good. 

–EDIT—

So my first day at work…not bad at all!  I liked
it…environment seem pretty laid back, although i sometime felt
managers’ eyes on me..but its expected.  Doesnt look like i will
be working too many hours there either, so i will still have free time
during the summer! 

afterwards hung out at the mall w/ a group of people from CP, along w/
berto, raquel and heather.  roberto had to go before we went to
the movie because his sister got in a car accident!  i hope it
isnt serious…gotta contact him tomorrow to see how’s
everything.  The Longest Yard was pretty funny.  Some crazy
stuff in there but hey, what can you expect from an Adam Sandler movie?

How’s everyone doing? 

So lately ive been lazying it up.  Wow, has it really been almost
a week since my first (and last) day of finals?  it seems so much
longer…

I start work at American Eagles this friday.  They have stricker
rules than muvico!  Eh, i’m sure not all of them are really
enforced…idk, i hope i like this job.  raquel applied here too
so maybe we can work together?  that would be awesome.

besides that ive just been playing video games w/ my bro haha. 
Hey, it has been a LONG time since i got a chance to sit down and play
games. 

O, and as of now im technically not allowed to be in raquel’s
house.  long story, but i hope everything works out.   I
Just gotta be patient.

Star Wars III was awesome!  That totally kicked episodes I and II
asses!  I’ve never been a big star wars fan but after seeing this
i feel like i should go see the original trilogy for once.  Go see
it people, even if its only to watch the numberous light saber
battles.  If only i had  one…you know how useful that would
be?  O man, I could cut my bread AND toast it at the same time!

Anyways so far this summer ive been being as lazy as i can, just
because.  I feel sorry for those who still got exams to worry
about.  hang in there people, its almost over…

Yes im done w/ finals!!!  I think i did pretty well on both. 
I hope i can get straight As this semester…my parents would
definitely be happy w/ that.

I keep gettin this Aurora pop up thing, but i dont know how to get rid of it permanently.  any ideas???

My goal this summer:  six pack abs!  Gonna be doing a lot of sit ups and roundhouse kicks in the mornings…haha.

Good luck w/ the rest of yall still suffering, give me a call if you wanna hang out!  I’ll be around

Yep, im working at American Eagle now!  They dont pay too much, but w/e…if i dont like the job i can always quit.

Been studying for the rest of the day for my two exams tomorrow…i hope i do well.  Good luck w/ exams guys!

anybody wanna come w/ me to get free massages up at the commons stress free zone?

Today was my last day of classes!  Just gotta study for my 2 exams thursday now.

At Raquel’s dorm, chillin w/ her and her roommates.  Studying being done = nada…heh.

omg, I have definitely learn my lesson: NEVER wait til the last day to
write up a research paper. God damn i literally spent all day and night
working on it. I got a brief 2 hours sleep before waking back up at 5
to finish up my paper.

……

NOTE TO SELF:  Do not start on a research paper the day before its due!!!!!!

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–edit—
After takin a few hour break to sleep, waking up at 5 to finish up the paper, I am finally done!  I’ve learn my lesson haha