December 29, 2003
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I love: her so much
I hate: it when she is so sad when she shouldn’t be…
I cry: for her pain
I fear: the day I am useless
I hope: for everything to work out…even tho I know they always do…
I sadden: too easily over her…
I feel alone: when she is not like herself
I kill: to solve everything
I talk: too much apparently
I listen: so i can understand…
I break: when everything I do fails…
I see: so much…
I smell: nothing
I taste: 7-up
I remember: my past…
I hold: a lot of frustrations
I hide: nothing…
I walk: not often enough also
I drive: my mom’s bmw
I read: too much crap
I burn: with so many feelings, good and bad…mostly good…
I breathe: air..?
I miss: her happiness already
I feel: frustrated at her and myself
I want: her to have a more positive view of life…
I wish: so many good things for her…
I know: more then you know
I said: some things that I dont mean
I dream: a lot
I have: a good life right now
I fall: when I fail…but I get up…
I wait: ….
I need: understanding
I live: because I choose to live my life the happiest it can be…
