October 3, 2009

  • I Almost Lost Her

    My grandma was the one who introduced her to me before I started my freshman year of college.  I wasn’t so sure I would like her at first.  In the past, I normally preferred more modest types and she seemed a bit too flashy and out there for me.  Still, I didn’t want to disappoint my grandma, so I gave her a chance.

    I took her out with me that day and over time we started to get along pretty well.  She wasn’t as obtrusive as I thought when I first laid eyes on her and she actually stayed covered up for the most part.  Overall, It was her loyalty and consistency that really surprised me.  No matter what was happening, she hung with me through predicaments in which my previous companions may have been tempted to abandon me. 

    Despite those qualities, I think I started taking her for granted after a couple of years together.  In fact, there were times I totally forgot she was there with me.  When others would mention her, I kind of just waved her off and changed the subject.  In a way, I lost my appreciation.

    Perhaps that reason was one of the factors why she decided to finally leave me a short time ago.  I thought I felt her tug my wrist, but I paid no further attention as I carried on my conversation with my friend.  It was only later on that I realized that tug was a sign that she was leaving me.  I went searching for her immediately after I had figured this out, but alas there was no sign of her anywhere.  Resigned to this fate, I tried accepting the lost and attempted to carry on the evening, but it wasn’t working out.  I kept wondering where she was and how I should have been more aware of her in the times past. 

    Seeing how distracted I was, I ended up just calling it a night and went to bed.  I was about to fall asleep when I felt something familiar touching me.  I couldn’t believe it, but there she was laying in my bed!  I was both surprised and cheerful that she had returned to me.  I wasn’t totally sure how she got there, but I was so happy she reappeared in my life.  After losing her for only a moment, I understood just how important and valuable she really was and how careful I will need to be with her in the future.

    Thus, with fears that I may lose her again, I made the decision to not take her out with me anymore.  We had a good run, but I figured it was about time for me to just store her where I’ve stored all my other past companions.  Yup…in my drawer.

    So glad I didn’t end up losing that gold bracelet my grandma gave to me for my college present!  That sure would have been a big loss!

    …Wait, you don’t refer to your bracelets the way I’ve been throughout this whole post?  Oh…um, my bad for any confusion

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