May 18, 2008

• Just because everything’s changing doesn’t mean it never been this way before

  All you can do is try
  to know
  who your friends are
  As you head off to war

  -The Call by Regina Spektor (for those people who found this entry through googling the lyrics )
  
  Urgh, not good.  I’ve become rather pessimistic these past few days.  It all started on Thursday, when I found out that USTA decided not to offer me the position .  I was first runner up to someone else, who must have been an amazing candidate because I thought I impressed my interviewers.  Now I don’t know what I’m gonna be doing after graduation.  I could work at Bello Machre, the place I wanted to work at before I became interested in USTA, but I’m thinking about maybe taking a month or two break to gather up my thoughts, go on a road trip, and do some more job search.  Maybe I can find a government job working for NSA or the CIA, something that isn’t non-profit haha.

  So yea, USTA not picking me really bummed me out and made me think about a lot of other things (which I’m definitely not talking about in here).  Luckily, some of my friends and I decided to do something later that night to cheer up all of us .  It didn’t really work for me overall, but there were some hilarious memories from that night.

  

  is how I’m still feeling now.  I want to get out of this rut soon please. 

  Life was a lot funner when I had someone to go to on the weekends. 

  –EDIT–

  
  Moral of the story:  I need to learn from my failures.  mhmm.

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