February 6, 2008
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No it’s never gonna be that simple
Oh my goodness, I suddenly realized that I have so much stuff I gotta do these next few weeks! I just finished applying for graduation, but I still need to fill out a form to get my developmental concentration in psyc. Besides that, I need to update my resume, make a psychology-related resume, and fill out a tennis award application. On top of that, I need to start looking for possible jobs that I could have at NSA or any other place.
Ever since I started watching In Treatment on HBO (great series! ), which is a show about a therapist and his sessions with his patients, I’m really starting to think about being a therapist. I’m pretty sure I’ve thought about it before, but I decided against it because I didn’t wanna do all that schooling for it. However, I feel genuinely interested in becoming a therapist. I mean I love listening, thinking, and helping people, and lately I’ve been using a lot of stuff I’ve learn from my psychology classes in everyday life and conversations. If only I have someone that can really help me out, but until I find that person it looks like I need to take care of myself, by myself. Speaking of which…
Valentine’s day is coming up. I can kinda remember a time when I use to look forward to this day. I remember spending considerable amount of time trying to figure out the most romantic thing I can come up with, and when I succeeded I was so happy that I manage to pull it off! Now, all this day does is remind me how I’m still in the lonely heart’s club haha. w/e….too much thinking.
I don’t know what I’m gonna do with myself - rings true in so many aspects of my life…

