September 23, 2006

• Cheers, Darling…

  So tennis…lately I’ve been so
  stressed out about it.  Running the Tennis Club and trying to play
  enough to remain competitive is a tough task.  So after losing to
  Dave yesterday in my challenge match and running practice last night I
  decided to focus on just making sure the club runs smoothly and not
  worry about competing.  It’s just too much at this point. 
  I’ll still be playing at practices and I’ll still be back-up for
  matches, but I’ll let others below me get a chance to play.  Trust
  me; after making this decision I felt a load lifted off my
  shoulders.  Besides, my tennis folks are great, so i’m sure they
  can do well in matches.  I’m happy…

  In fact, a lot of good stuff
  has happened over this past week, I just didn’t see it that well
  because of all the other crap that has been going on.  Things are
  starting to look up!

  Ah, i just remember something; my little 11 yr old brother got in big trouble the other day for punching a boy and then later “stabbing” another
  boy in his arm w/ a pencil.  In my brother’s defense, the first
  boy started it by slapping him around and my brother was blocking
  before he decided to fight back, and the second boy was just poked w/ a
  pencil, not really stabbed…either way, my brother got suspended all
  week and at risk of being expelled.  I doubt that will happen, but
  we’ll see…BTW i’m definitely not saying my brother’s actions were
  great (as I did had to go back and give him some punishment i.e.
  writing “I will learn to control my anger in the future”
  over and over again and no more tv and computer privileges), but it’s
  not severe enough to be expelled.  Hell, he even got a police
  citation!  Hope he will be alright.  Wish him good luck guys!

  Gotta study this weekend.  Thought I would have other plans but
  plans were never mean to stay the same.  It’s ok though, my new
  plans are probably better for me.

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  Cheers darlin'
  Here's to you and your lover boy
  Cheers darlin'
  I got years to wait around for you
  Cheers darlin'
  I've got your wedding bells in my ear
  Cheers darlin'
  You give me three cigarettes 
  To smoke my tears away
  
  And I die when you mention his name
  And I lied, I should have kissed you
  When we were running in the rains
  
  What am I, darlin'?
  A whisper in your ear?
  A piece of your cake?
  What am I, darlin?
  The boy you can fear?
  Or your biggest mistake?

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